I thought it would be a great idea to ask Ben to marry me on here a bit different and romantic. But guess what I didn't think of?
Yes the fact he'd already read my blog that morning and not looked at it again for the rest of the day. Argh! not so clever.
And I messed up the steak dinner too. A little to rare. Oh I sigh.
How many more years do I have to wait now until I can ask him again. 4 is it? oh poo!
Maybe I should just be happy at being a very well loved, cared for, needed girlfriend. You never know he might ask me one day.
Well I missed the boat and it's unlucky to ask now.
Thank you to everyone for all your comments and sorry for no happy endings.
At least I have Mother's day to look forward to. I hope you all have a lovely day too, Mothers, Daughter's Sisters, Nana's, Grandmas, Aunties, Cousins and Niece's. Enjoy all the love being given. And a chocolate or two ;)